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And so I like got my notebook back with like my screen all fixed. like they said it was the LCD they had to change but like they dont know what is the cause of the problem, and I was like how am I going to afford to repair like the LCD when my warranty is like over. But I like didnt say it out, and maybe I like should have. So, Im like kinda happy that I have my laptop so I can like blog anyways. Its not like I blog very often but like I just wanna be happy about something so like Im here at 2:39:34 AM no, 35, 36, no, 38 AM.. As I was saying.. amusing myself like this...

Ok, enough.

So I was thinking about how I am going to spend my 3 more weeks, or rather 2 and 1/2 weeks more of my vacation without any friends or FRIEND( yes ONLY YOUUUUUU, jeans) to hang out with.. and Im thinking I may just spend it thinking about how Im going to spend it until I have no more vacation to think of spending my vacation time to think of how im going to spend my vacation thinking... Sorry, vacations can be such a hassle without friends isnt it? Haha. You just go online to annoy your blog readers, that is if you have any, or rather if I have any. I know my boyfriend reads this but he doesnt really acknowledges it. Right now I bet people who dont know me think Im making up the fact that I even have a boyfriend. I DO ! I just get lonely and cranky past 1 am. :(

Anyway, I get this like yucky feeling creeping up within me when I read whatever I blog previously, althought I edit my post to make it sound normal so many times, but whenever I read it through after weeks or months. I go like, OHmygod, I didnt write that! And this creepy feeling yuck of embarrassment would fill me up instantaneously.

So dont talk about what I blog in front of me.
IT WASNT ME. I WASNT THERE WHEN IT HAPPENED OKAY! I DONT KNOW HOW!

Goodnight. (: